With this tought in mind, I've hidden them inside my work backpack, only to put them on during my lunch break. They don't look bad, even if my work uniform doesn't really match the classy style of the boots:
On the other hand, they are quite warm - which is a good quality during this cold winter season.
This said, it was time for the usual "extra-vehicular exit":
Again, I was happy to find out that the pants fully covered the heel and only the pointed tips of the shoe are visible, except when I walk.
I must say that I am used to wear 4" spiky heels but these boots were just painful to walk in, even for a few meters. Quite unstable but pretty much painful to walk in. I've returned to my truck's cabin, quite disapointed with the boots yet happy for another exterior walk on heels.
The next day saw the return of the 4" blck stilettos with the ankle strap. Those are very confortable and a joy to walk and wear.
So driving resumed with them on and they never seem to surprise me by the high level of control you can have on the pedals. In fact, you can dose your speed and brakes with a higher degree of precision than with the normal steel-tod security boots.
I think that the thought of wearing them makes me twice more safe when driving, as I have to pay twice the attention to avoid any mishaps.
Lunch break came and it was time again to wear those heels, this time outside the "safety" of my truck. As usual, I've practiced my "water torture", drinking lots of water to force myself peeing with the heels on. I know that this sounds "weird" but the basic idea is to force myself to wear heels in the outside world.
I've opened the "hatch" and stepped outside.
I am begginning to worry less and less about what other people think. I think that people on the passing cars might have noticed the heels or the "white flesh", contrasting with the dark color of my shoes and pants.
Yet I don't care. I just went outside, my heart beatting faster as usual and "took a walk on the wild side".
I really love these shoes which were marketed by "La Redoute" in France.
A car had parked not very far from my truck so I decided to climb back into my truck's cabin, before the person or persons inside that car could have a "clear line of sight" to my feet.
It had started raining anyway, so I've decided to enjoy my lunch, thinking about the "traditional trashbin challenge".
So, after lunch, it was time to take "this"...
... and put it inside something like this:
For the good of our planet and for my pleasure wearing heels, this was once again; mission accomplished!
I know that this sounds so "childish" but I think it is already a great challenge going outside the secrecy of my house wearing high heels. These "stupid" but simple exercises have helped me gaining confidence wearing heels outside the house.
I still had a few moments more to enjoy my heels, before returning to work, so I've climbed back inside the cabin:
Unfortunately this story ends like all previous ones: at a given point I have to take the shoes off, either to unload my truck or at the end of the day, when returning to the depot, so that my co-workers don't notice it.
While I will continue these "sorties" outside the truck, the enxt step will surely be to go outside on a more public place.
This could be on my next trip to the gas station for refuel or even for a walk in a less deserted place.
At some time, I'd like to help my wife overcome her "social brainwash", as men who wear heels and other stuff aren't necesarily gay...
Here's my "two cents"...
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